A New Kind of Blessing
My mom used to lead the "Missionary Board" members in singing "Showers of , Blessing." There shall be showers of blessing. This is the promise of love. There shall be seasons refreshing, sent from the Savior above." These "mature" women---grandmothers all---typically opened their meetings with this declaration. I was young then, back in the day, but for the life of me, I couldn't imagine why they sang with such vigor. In sun-baked summers and wind-whipped winters, these good ladies of the Church declared the promise.
I grew up in an era when children were to be
seen, not heard, which was just as well because I couldn't figure out a way to
ask what "showers" they were singing about without sounding
impudent. We either got rain, hard driving rain, or humid-hot
summers. I couldn't imagine what constituted a shower. Of blessings? What
were they? Did they come, like birthdays? Or were they like the surprise
parties my cousin's wife used to throw? What did one have to do to be caught in
a shower of blessing? It all sounded "pie in the sky" to me, a term
I'd been introduced to in one of my small library of books.
As a young child, I had dreams, for sure, but
they never took concrete form. In fact, maybe all I did was to
daydream--- a life where a handsome prince rescued a damsel in distress (me)
from a dreary, weary life. Since Mother's Missionary group sang
with such assurance and hope, I wanted to embrace their
fervor. I've always loved songs, especially those that uplifted me from
what I assumed were my unreasonable surroundings. I watched those women
as they met life's adversities with aplomb. I never saw their situations
change (my Mother's didn't, from all I could see), as a result of their
relentless singing, but it never seemed to bother them or weaken their
resolve.
What did they have that eluded me? Hope. That's
what it had to have been. They hoped for a better today and a brighter
tomorrow. Their lives were buoyed when their school-age kids excelled,
even if it was only in physical education. They served as their
children's and grandchildren's cheerleaders, pushing them toward all kinds of finishing
lines. High school graduation. Admission to college. Graduation
from college. A good job. Belief in "Somebody bigger than you and
I." Their hope was palpable, even in the face of the gravest
trauma or setback.
They knew, as they sang, that "The
Lord will make a way somehow, when beneath the cross I bow. He will take
away each sorrow, Let Him have your burdens now. When the load bears down
so heavy, the weight is shown upon my brow. There's a sweet relief in
knowing, O the Lord will make a way somehow." Sadly, that hope
rarely happened until they transitioned to a better world they believed was
promised and that they had earned.
Their legacy, invaluable even in present
circumstances, was hope. Hope. That's probably enough!
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